Executive Decision Of The Soul

15 Jan

I had to write an old friend off yesterday. It went on and on and on and I really did try to give him the benefit of the doubt, these last ten years, but I had to call it quits. No going back. He lives here, so that’s a hassle.

Out of respect for the good times, I’m not going to talk about this, other than to say that this is really hurting me a lot. We weren’t ever romantic partners. Wasn’t like that.

This isn’t one of these temporary rage things. This has been going on for years, and I’m done being angry, or sympathetic. All I have left is sorrow.

I had to make an executive decision of the soul, as my mother once described it. I couldn’t have done it sooner. I had to play this out.

What a waste. What a stupid, pointless waste.

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4 Responses to “Executive Decision Of The Soul”

  1. storyending 2016/01/15 at 11:53 am #

    yep, we all been there. That last line sums up what we all end up feeling when we finally conclude what we probably should have years before. It sucks when you know you’re right deep down but you just want to be shown to be wrong about men. Just once. I’m feeling your frustration. I’ve been shedding this past year.

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    • Miep 2016/01/15 at 11:57 am #

      Thank you. I really appreciate that. I’ve been feeling too alone, this matters a lot. You matter a lot.

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      • storyending 2016/01/15 at 12:07 pm #

        With you, sister. You’re not alone. Hold fast to what you believe to be true.

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